Not enough sleep these two days. Slept at almost 2am and wake at 6.30am fetch my grandmum to hospital for check up. No topic to blog for the past 2 days.

Recently been very annoyed by that particular person! Never Had I been so fuck up towards a stranger and I don't even know her at all! Actually I am quite Netural towards everyone but due to some reason, I hated That person sooo much! Knowing that i don't have the right to Say this. For some Highly confidential resaon i can't expose it here. Arghh! But it seems that it can't stop flashing in my mind! I am a woman too. How could a woman comes out with those words?? And of cox this is none of my business, sorry that it was saw by that someone. At least not matter how you put up a act or how good your heart it, by all mean you may ruined yourself  within that few seconds by saying all that..Good luck to you.

Truely from the bottom of my heart. I hope you will be bless with what you have now.



Last but not least, before jumping into bed. By saying other people mistakes make me feel uneasy but keeping it to myself for so long I feel even more uneasy. I made lots lots of mistake too..
The problem lies in me. I realized my mistake but i kept repeating over and over again. And my poor Mr seah suffered. I just like finding fault i realized am more and more jealous in many many ways. This problem causes me sooo much problem! I am the worst!!!! He always claimed that i tied him too much! Which is 80% true. Hahahas.. Always when he is out with his friends I will sure find fault with him. Asking why can't you bring me along too? saying him secretive, hiding blah blah blah. I truely understand myself that i won't tag along even if he ask. I seriously don't know what i want!! If i continue to be like this, he will get very sick of me. Arghhh! what should i do? Sometimes i do think that is real hard to get along with me due to my anytime can explode temper! I don't understand what i want, how could he understand what i want?
Luckily my temper explode easily, but it last only a short while..

I am sorry Mr seah~

Time to sleep.. Good Nite~